If Only I Had Told Her [Special Edition]

A gorgeous, must-have collector's edition of Laura Nowlin's beloved bestselling novel that has sold more than a million copies, featuring printed edges, designed end papers, ribbon bookmark, and bonus material from the author!

If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.

Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.

Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.

Format: Paperback
Imprint: Sourcebooks Fire
Published: November 2025
ISBN: 9781464254529